YOU CAN'T LIVE IN FEAR

hello readers, long time no post here, its been a while guys. Well, there are a few reasons for my absent but i can't explain it to all of you tonight because it is just wasting my time here. Okay, back to the business, some of you know that my plan wasn't like i expected, it was ruined, completely ruined! it was a disaster for me and for my future (i think). 1 month full i try to get up again and i pray to beloved FATHER IN HEAVEN but still no show. I was hopeless, don't know where else to go, yeah i mean i want to make my parents proud of me, proud of what i did for the last 3 years in high school and i want them to see me get accepted in University of Indonesia. I cry everyday hoping that God will give me his best gift because this is my dream, and i dream about it since high school. So many people always look at me as a weak girl, shy girl and they do not believe in me or what i do. But, i don't think "give up" is the best solution for all of this. I must wake up and continue to believe in my self. I have GOD beside me, and i know, i believe that my God is bigger than tons of my problems. I wanna be a girl who can stand up straight, focus, and stronger to build my own decision and my future. From what i learned is YOU CAN'T LIVE IN FEAR, BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF AND IGNORE ALL OF THOSE WHO UNDERESTIMATE YOU, BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE.